Nine days in of Nanowrimo. Zero words. Back is a little
achy. Legs are shot and well I am okay with this. Artificial deadlines. Daily
stuff on nexercise. And I, I am okay with this. Listening to the rhythm from
within is just who I am. I think of the stuff since last I wrote. Stuff on the
back burner. Stuff I let go. Stuff I held on. It brings me peace to let the Flow
in.
Accepting there are things bigger than we are. Accepting that we have
decisions on these things. Living this fantasy that we have control of any of
it. Decision to wake up. Decision to get up. Decision to understand there are
some terrible things out their guised as harmless, yet we enter anyways. Mind
games that shatters one soul while strengthening others.
We all walk our own paths. We take comfort that we are doing
the right thing. We fight battles within ourselves. We hope these lessons
learned will inspire others to greater accomplishments.
In the end…if such a thing exist, well, I believe there will
be comfort that there is a grace of learning the balance between past and the
future. There is balance with work and play. There is a balance between right
and wrong. Dancing on the edge of sword is where Now begins.
Holding on and reaching forward. Living in yesterday and
marveled at tomorrow. Despair and Hope. We search for meaning in it all.
Looking ahead I am comforted that others have felt and thought as I have. I am
comforted that these interactions has purpose. I believe that we are thrusted by
some invisible force who’s presence is at times out of reach.
I believe we are
faced with these moments of decisions and the real battle is the one within. It
is the battle on how we chose. How to smile when inside we cry. How we
accept defeat and learn from it. How at times when we lose we win. How we let
go we let in.
So we Jump.
So nine days in. Almost 400 words. It’s a start and I’m okay
with that. Will stretch and get some yoga in. Work on the core while legs get
restored. Look up in the sky and marvel. Work on stuff on the back burner and let the Flow energize me. Master
the mind games and replenish the soul. My path is out the door. To suit up and
dance on the sword.
