Monday. Dear John is to my side screen. My cousin is leaving, actually, he has already left. Left for Fort Huaruachua. It is something like that. Got married four days ago. Things were said and done that left me a bit uneasy. Things were not done and I find myself, a bit out of sync of late. Maybe it has been my no church and no gym mode of late. Not feeling right health and mindwise.
Getting this sense of foreboding. There have been points of not sleeping right. Staying up all night. Not getting where I need to be. Not the same focus. May need to recharge and get self in tune. Talked to cousin Jason. He asked if Rodney was leaving. I said “Yes” Feels kind of good knowing that I am not the only one that has felt this same way.
Missed much. Trust in the Universe and she will take care of you. I need to do some things to get me right. Be in the beach. Just let go. Visit Michael. See Emily. Drive. Breathe. Watch the Funeral. Move on. Feeling my heart heavy. I think I will leave here.
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