Wednesday, January 6, 2010

My Promise to the Sunrise and to the Sunset

Lantern Away
Made a promise today. Its a big one for me. I have decided open my heart. I have decided to put it in someone else's hands and jump. Hal Jordan jumped off a cliff and just let go. For those comicphilles you will know who this is and I will leave it at that. It was the first edition of the second series I believe. I digress. Looking over the cliff and just letting go. Diving headfirst, death inches away, and now faith renewed.

This post is my world promise, my announcement to all. I will take the steps to get this done, but for now Universe its no turning back. This declaration is commitment to yours truly. Its my promise to be unwavering. To let my conviction to you be an example in this brief time. An announcement of my faith in this relationship. I hereby promise to take formal steps and there will be some studying, but I am going to jump. No, I am not getting married. No, I am not coming out of the closet. I am not. I very much love women. But I have decided to be open and be guided.

I will take the road of Chris in the Morning from Cecily, Alaska. Northern Exposure reference. (Another favorite)

Firebird Promise: Sunrise and Sunset
Made a promise. Every sunrise and every sunset to take 5 minutes. Talk and listen. I will hear your message. I will listen for your song. City of Angel. Close my eyes and listen. You were there and I thank you.


You Can Put Me Down Now
No turning back. The track of single footsteps are yours when you carried me through these troubling times. I believe I can walk now. You can put me down now. Its my turn to stand and walk. Not alone, but by your side. Hand in hand now. As has its always been. Thank you for holding me together. Let me never forget this promise to you to be steadfast. Doubts begone. My Faith unshakened and now renewed. I am so thankful for all you have done. Baby steps are over now. Leaps are now my expectation. May my actions be a testament to yours. Be well and thank you all you have done.