Wedding anniversary. Not sure if I ever will have one. Its my brother's anniversary today and his kids are making some cakes and cupcakes for them tonight. Learned that high school classmate passed today. Two good friends from school wanted to connect and I was the tweener. Also met with Nick. Saw him at the front today.
Feeling myself getting fat. Diet not so good. Splurging some and not making heart healthy smart choices. Had tiff with the nephew about Xbox game. He wanted me to get him a Spiderman game. To me its the same game he already has on the WII. His case did not win me over. Offered to get something else, but he's got the stubbornness that is of the family ilk. Smart, but unwavering. Love him and frustrated by that.
What is the meaning of all these random thoughts? Life happens whether we take a break or not. People move on and a wedding that was just yesterday. In actuality was over a decade ago. That little girl climbing the climbing wall at the Block of Orange will be graduating soon. Those cupcakes that was made for their brother and sister-in-law's anniversary is the best in the world. Simply because they made it for you. Its the person that was big in high school and was having troubles physically. He could be loved by hundreds of friends and people will connect again just to say, "He's passed." Life is a quick text message from the airport where you know GOD exists and that he hears your cries and makes you laugh. Its this serendipity that makes me believe time will heal some pains.
Maybe I will beat this thing. Maybe I will master body thing. In time, I hope that the nephew won't be too angry about the Spiderman XBox thing. Life is the little moments. These decisions we make. Good or bad. It is the courses that will get you where you need to be. It is these moments when you look back and realize there was a bigger plan and the mystery of the secrets will be revealed. It is these moments when we ready for ourselves for the next step. We understand what we wanted before we were born. We realize right, not yesterday or tomorrow, right now is all we really have. Stuff will come and go.
Life has its own agenda. We are dealt with what we are given and we play the best hand that we can. We are offered many opportunities. Thrusted with many challenges. We are blessed and at times blinded by our limitations. Then we learn that we more than what we are given. This mortal coil is not all and be all of everything. In the end, just stardust we are. We are the light returning home to Big Smile to share of journeys. The Peaks and valleys. Smiles and cries. All and all and stuff in between.
Happy Anniversary. Rest In Peace. Magical Moment. Moment of Misery. Spiderman and What's Next?
Thank you for the read. Not much for editing so thank you for getting the gist.
